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I haven't blogged for a good long time, and just realized that my last blog was all depressing. So, I'm engaged, Pacific Circle is over and I can FINALLY start planning the fiesta. Its either going to be in July of next year or November of next year. It really depends on the dates available at the venue(s) we are looking at.

I haven't done any crafting for a really long time... in fact, I really need to purge some stuff and sell it off. But Ben doesn't like me selling my stuff... because it made me so happy when I got it.

For example, I have a huge (probably 13" diam; 10" high) cauldron. I don't use it. I just wanted to have it. I was thinking of selling it off, but Ben remembers how happy I was the day I got it and he doesn't want me to part with it. It does make an interesting conversation piece as it lives under an endtable in my living room.

I have many craft projects I need to do. I have my QVC AAM album to finish. I put it together, but haven't written in the journaling. I have my SECOND QVC album to put together. (These are my fave crop projects) I also just receieved 2 circle journals to do... AND I got these little mini binders from target that I want to decorate for Pagan pride day. I can make them into little mini BOS's with tabs and everything! That will be a BIG project, once I get the others out of the way! :)

This weekend is a pig roast @ Ben's parents' house- my mom and hopefully my dad will be coming, too. Then I work on Monday and will party at my parents for the 4th! I will try my best to blog more often.

I'm PMSing and Ben has really made me mad tonight. Except Im not mad... I'm just sad. Mad is so much easier on me. Whats interesting is that when I'm sad/depressed, my first thought is to sleep on the floor. Other people sit on the floor, or in the corner. I believe its because when I feel like giving up, I desperately look for a way to connect, and getting close to the Earth enables me to do that in some way. I connect to the earth... I unconsciously ground. I connect. I heal- at least a little bit.