{meliologie} {ivyologie}

I'm PMSing and Ben has really made me mad tonight. Except Im not mad... I'm just sad. Mad is so much easier on me. Whats interesting is that when I'm sad/depressed, my first thought is to sleep on the floor. Other people sit on the floor, or in the corner. I believe its because when I feel like giving up, I desperately look for a way to connect, and getting close to the Earth enables me to do that in some way. I connect to the earth... I unconsciously ground. I connect. I heal- at least a little bit.